Bear with me

Bear with me pls

I beg, just till next week

Promise wont disturb you anymore after that

Bear with me just for this once

Please 😔

Numb

Now i know where I stand 😢

Sabar

Hold on Amani. 

Just hold on till next week pls

Just few more days

So hold on pls

Hold on tight.

Sabar

Hold on Amani. 

Just hold on till next week pls

Just few more days

So hold on pls

Hold on tight.

I'm alone

I feel empty. Alone

I miss you.

Come back please

Halal haram

I was in a conversation with my friends and they talked about halal haram and there was no ending to it.

Can women colour their hair if the husband ask them to? Can women plug their eye brows if the husband want them to? And can women shave their leg hairs if their husband want them to? 

Still cannot get the answer to these questions

The goodbye

I'm sad to leave these bunch here

They have been a very good friend to me, and Amal has been a very good sister to me.

No matter how bad i wanna end this internship, i can't lie to myself that i'll miss every single one of these peoplee

Thank you for listening to all my rants and thank you for the love for these past 6 months, and thank you as well for the duit raya guyssss

Blessed to have these bunch as part of my life. Thank you for the memories guys :-*

Thank you so much 

Effort

EFFORTS ARE BEAUTIFUL 

Doesn't matter if it does not involve expensive stuffs, to me as long as someone willing to put their effort in it, it's beautiful and it's way good enough

Driving miles away to see their lovers, EFFORT

Spending time with their lovers even when they're busy, EFFORT

Trying hard to fulfill their lovers' wish, EFFORT

Keeping the conversation alive continuosly, EFFORT

Lower down their ego to make their lovers' happy, EFFORT

Doing all the little things and sweet things preferedly DIY, EFFORT

Willingly accompany their lovers to do some errands or anything, EFFORT

Effort is not about giving expensive stuffs to the one you love. Effort is about willingness to do everything you can to make your partner happy, just because you love him/her. That is why efforts are beautiful. And efforts are precious compared to all the expensive stuffs

Of all the things in the world

Come back, please

I miss the old you. I miss how perfect everything was back in March. I miss that 😢

I miss...

Out of all i miss being called 'sayang' and 'baby'

Or maybe i just missed him

:'(

Counting days

It's getting near now, i'm scared, sad, idk what to feel anymore.

May everything goes well just how i planned

Amin

Life

Life is about being happy. 

My definition of being happy would be seeing others happy and make others happy

That's what matters

I hope i've made the right decision. Because you can't force people to love you

Can i see you for the last time?

Stalk

I've stopped all the stalking because my heart needs a break

Because it's time to think of myself, to take care of my own heart

Because who else would want to do that other than you yourself?

'When i'm gone, make sure you'll take a good care of youself because i might not be there for you anymore'

Annoying

Idk about you guys but to me, this is the saddest thing i've ever got

Who invented this thing! 

Happiness

You know that feeling when you just wish that happiness is yours? When all that you ever wanted in life is to be constantly happy? When you forget how it's like to feel happy again? I kinda have that feeling right now. But i can't. I can't be happy now. How can you be happy when the one that makes you happy is not there with you? When that person is slowly drifting away from you? When you know you're nothing in their life? When you know, you're just another option and when you know you're not the one? How the hell can you feel happy again? 

Tell me how.

I'm back again

It feels so good to be back again!

Writing somehow calms me down, i express my feelings with writing that's why i decided to blog again. May I say and write only good things here. 

'I write when i can't seem to express my feelings to anyone'

That girl

I want you to know that

I want to be the girl that you'll text everyday telling how your day was

I want to be the girl that you'll post her picture all over your instagram

I want to be the girl that you'll share your problems and happiness with

I want to be the girl that you can tell all your secrets to

I want to be the girl that you'd bring to see your parents

I want to be the girl that you'd want to marry

I want to be the girl that you'd want to spend the rest of your life with

I want to be the only girl in your life

I just want to be that girl

That's all i want from you